average_joie

06:49 am: done with this site

i'v been writing my own diary journal thingy on www.my-diary.org if you really wanna read what i'm thinkin u'll find me. it wont be easy, but there it is

09:30 am: jelious

although i try, i keep getting jelious. like when olivia posted that she still had crush's on all these guys, i was insainly jelious:(. then again when i read on her journal that if she could go back that she would still be on our break... that really hurt. when i called her i was hurt but after her saying two words i wasn't mad. she picked up to "hey baby:)" how can i stay upset when an angle like that loves me:). i dont even know why i get jelious. she loves me. she's even told em that there just crush's an that she'll love me forever:). i love you olivia. ur the most amazing girl ever

10:16 pm: my girlfriend

some on that i really respect is my girlfriend. she is the most loving person i've ever known. she is always willing to fogive and always holds a spot in her heart for everybody. although she is younger than me she has so much wisdom that i feel that everybody can learn from her. although i dont always understand what she's saying some times eventually i get it. tonight she was telling me how i have to do what i want to do, and how everybody does what they want to do on some level. because if we didn't want to do it we wouldnt. after that i went down stares and talked things out with my parents. because i want to stay at home. olivia is an amazing woman and i'm so glad to have her in my life. olivia i love you more than you'll ever know(K) i'll talk to you tommorow beautiful

08:35 pm: love

She took me back(L):D

10:16 am: lyrics
i'm not good at re writing songs the way olivia can, but i know alot of them, and i can always find one that descripes how i feel. i just got a note from her and i'm going to put it on my wall at home, i want you to now i'm gonna keep holding on!


You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
no I won't give in

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say (nothin' you can say)
Nothing you can do (nothin' you can do)
there's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend (ah ah)
I'll fight and defend (ah ah) yeah yeah

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through


We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah....

La da da da, la da da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through



Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh
Keep holdin' on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could say
nothin you could do
nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through



i will always be here for you if/whenever you want to come back to me. i love you so much olivia. i just wanna hold you an never let go.

08:48 am: this is it...
it's our seven month aniversary. and i cant even fully enjoy it because i know the break starts tonight. i know it's not compleatly over but, it is for now. she needs this break, so i will help her in any way i can. i was hopeing that i could spend the day with just her, but i know that's not going to happen. today's going to be tough, but i want it to be as happy as it can be. i love you olivia, you will always be my butterfly, an my snuggle bunny. and i will always be ur billy~bee!